All I see his him. He is a beautiful person to me. And sometimes I look at him and I wonder how it's possible for him to feel the same as me. I'm an incredible pain in the butt 99% of the time and yet here he stands. We've been through our fair share of hardships, trust me on that one. But it seems as if with everyone we've gone through it has brought us closer together. How is that possible? How could I be so lucky to have someone I have the STRONGEST feelings for, feel those in return. Sometimes I wish I could just jump into his body and feel exactly what it is he feels for me, just to know if it is the same. Or more if that is even possible. I don't think he realizes it, but there are times when I just stare at him from a far. When he's with my family or my friends, or just in general.. I watch him interact with them and just wonder how I could be so lucky. And then I think about how hot he is but I feel as if that would be an obvious thought I don't need to voice to you.